Over the last few days I kept crying. I was being unravelled. An area of pain that I am bringing to the Father to heal was exposed. I just kept saying, "Father, I forgive... Please come and fill that empty space with your comfort and love."
I wondered if I should go to church - I might become unravelled again and 'make a scene'. But I went, and I didn't. But someone did unravel. It was our worship leader, as she led the final two songs. The Lord had touched a place of deep pain in her during the preaching. David, my husband, was preaching from Galatians 3 and 4 about becoming sons and heirs - and he said that the Father, our Abba, not only loved us deeply, but also had a deep affection for us. He was 'very fond of us'. This touched our worship leader - as she knew God loved her - but to know in her heart that he LIKED her was too much. She had experienced much disapproval in her growing years.
She was prayed for - and another woman took over leading. Father's love was at work... may there be much more unravelling. It is his way of bring light, truth, healing, love and comfort into our hearts. This is the 'power of his love'. Let him do some unravelling for you - it is so, so healing.
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